segan???

hmm, act aku x tahu nak tulis pe, tp aku nak tulis gak, so tetibe dapat satu idea, idea ni aku dapat bile ttibe tingat kat sseorg nih. penah dapat x satu msg camni, bukan msg je la,, mybe dgr ke,, pasal cute love story,,( aku sejak dok umah ni asik cite pasal love je, geli la,,) lantak la, blog aku, hmm, cite dye cani,

" a guy had cancer and had only 30 days left. 

he liked a girl working in a CD shop but never told her about his love.

everyday he used to buy a CD just to spend sometime with her.

after a month,, he died.

when the girl went in search for him, his mom told he died out of cancer and took her into his room,,where she saw all the CDs unopened and then, she started crying,

and u know why???

she had love letters for him inside the CDs.

both love but never tell."

so, ape aku nak cakap kat sini ialah pasal seseorg. situasi dye same spt guy malang kat atas nih or,, shud i call him my KEN,, haha,, ken? hmm, yup,, ape kne mgene dye ngan aku? ade,,cite dye cani,, dari dulu lagi,, aku dapat rase sumthing,, pasal dye, tp aku xnak cakap, mybe aku je perasan. tp bnyak a klu2 yg buat kan aku agak ttnye2 la kdg2 bile nmpak muke dye. haha. yes, xboleh nak nafikan, dye seorg yg,, ade muke la,, sangat menggembirakan act kalau tgk muke dye, tp kitorg jarang sgt bercakap, even... hm,, ok. n,, suprisely,, bile aku pndah tgb, we start texting, n btmbah suprisely lagi sekali, dye msg aku but not gunekan 'kau aku'. dye gune name, cnthnye, 'ken mira'. tkejot? mule2 aku ingat mybe dye ter kot, alah, sape heran perangai dye pon cam budak2, menggedik lah kot agaknye. tp,, yg aku peliknye,, xkan setiap kalinye ter kot? soo... still aku amek ringan bnde tuh, well i have si dye kan tyme tuh, (tyme skrg pon, cume dye yg xde aku) haha. ok, so, bnde ni keep going on until one nite,,,,,,,,,

ken text me, and we having a great texting that nite. haha, great? mne x great nye,, untuk kali yg ketiganye, suprisingly, dye confess kat aku yg act btol dye da lame mnympan perasaan kat aku..(???) but that is DULU. hohoho, woww,, see? my instinct never lie. then i said 'why b4 ni x pernah nak ckap?' n guess wht he said?? dye just cakap dye 'SEGAN'. haha, bgoslah. nasib baik kita bukan dalam cerita yg diataskan? kalau x, nges lah kau,,hmm.

but now,, ktrg da x msg dah,, dalam muke buku pon dye jarang reply pendapat aku. why? mybe still segan lagi kot, hohoho. ken ku sorg yg penyegan. last ktrg msg, tyme bday dye thun lepas, n still we usde 'ken mira'.haha, why? ntah, da terbiase kot. so,, soalan mgenai dye act da terjawab. but we act had one more question unanswered. (soal jawab??? ) arghhhh!!!! stop it sial. n da question is,,,

did actually i have feeling for ken too??? -unanswered