Heartache

I wonder how can you sleep with the unresolved arguments between us. Because I can’t! I hated it everytime. I hated to sleep thinking that you still mad at me. Or you still didn’t get what I try to explain. I hated  to sleep while thinking that your feelings towards me becomes lesser. I hated to have that kind of thought. I wanted reassurance. I wanted to sleep in peace. Knowing that the arguments we had  do not affect your feelings towards me. I wanted to sleep with the thoughts that the person I love the most love me as much as I did. It may sounds cheesy. But that’s the point of me wanting to hear your voice before I get to sleep. I wanted to sleep in calm. In a peaceful mind. Knowing that someone is waiting for me, someone who’s counting days to see me, to be with me. Tell me how am I suppose to think that way if we didn’t solve the issue properly? Asking me to go to sleep and saying “I don’t mad at you anymore,” didn’t solve anything. In the end, I will left with so many unhealthy  thougths and tears and heartache. So tell me how am I going to sleep with all of these?