Tuesday, October 30, 2012

AFAK

THIS. YOU'VE GOT TO READ THIS. I'M POINTING AT YOU. YEAH YOU. SO PLEASE. I KNOW YOU KNEW ABOUT THIS BEFORE I DO BUT I WANT YOU TO READ THIS BECAUSE YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE THIS ON YOUR TEXT MESSAGES, OR EVEN TO HEAR IT FROM HER MOUTH. THIS IS WRITTEN FORM HER HEART. FAIZ. I'M POINTING THIS AT YOU.

http://patung-kertas.blogspot.com/2012/10/teringat.html?showComment=1351527038259#c6703015511036685878

Sunday, October 14, 2012

high note.

at that one particular point.
you would feel sick of it.
because you've had it enough.
you've been through a lot. you've tried to hold on tight.

but, at that one particular point,
you'll lost your hold. you'll fail to stand up.
the torture bites you in your heart.
slowly, deeply.

until at that one particular point,
you'll lost everything,
everything including your very own final heartbeat...

celakalah kesemua kecelakaan.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

tebing.

lari laju laju.
laju lagi lari.
lari laju lagi.

lari! lari! lari!

sampai akhir nanti, engkau jumpa jalan mati.

di penghujung paling hujung jalan mati itu kau berdiri.

luas. luas terbentang. terbentang segala isi isi bumi yang engkau lari dari tadi.

di tebing itu...

engkau laungkan segala isi hati, engkau jerit kan segala marah jiwa, engkau luahkan segala penat tenat berlari.

engkau terduduk merintih.
rintihan tangisan yang engkau pendam kan sedari tadi, sedari semalam, sedari minggu lepas, sedari 5 tahun lepas, sedari engkau masih kecil.

terlalu banyak yang engkau pendam dalam, sehingga sukar untuk engkau gali-angkat keluar.
tapi kali ini,,,
engkau lepaskan.
engkau uraikan rantai rantai besi yang mencengkam dalam hingga ke isi daging.
kerana kali ini engkau bebas. dapat bernafas.


tenung engkau ke dada langit biru. rintih engkau,
"Tuhan, ampunilah aku,"

renung engkau ke bumi terbentang, bisik engkau,
"kali ini, terimalah aku,"

engkau sudah tekad. betul betul tekad. engkau pejamkan mata. hati engkau melonjak kehadapan, tapi kaki kau bertahan.
engku cuba lagi. kali ini kaki pula engkau lonjakkan.

lalu engkau terbang... terbang melintasi burung burung berterbangan.
namun engkau jatuh perlahan perlahan.

engkau tersenyum kerana ini yang engkau hendakkan.
sedari tadi, sedari semalam, sedari minggu lepas, sedari 5 tahun lepas, sedari engkau masih kecil.

wasiat engkau pada penyeksaan,

"selamat tinggal, aku sudah jumpa kebahagiaan,"


Sunday, October 7, 2012

PENUNGGU